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[ March 8th, 2009 | 9:08pm ] |
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senior trip = huge success
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[ February 22nd, 2009 | 10:45pm ] |
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so i am no longer part of the internet basically haha. its really weird because for most of my high school career i was always COMPUTER COMPUTER COMPUTER. myspace survery! comment everyone's pictures and get me too 1,000 comments! blahblahblah. and now i can't even remember the last time i even acknowledged AIM's existence. funny how things change.
my life has been pretty ok. only 75 more school days left of being a ~high schooler~. i already know a bunch of kids that are going to college with me so i'm already kind of in the college mindset. crazy! i'm so ready to get out of my house and experience something new. i know i'm gonna miss a lot of stuff (mostly my boyfriend and emily and diana) but other things, like not having to do laundry haha. i guess it might be too early to be thinking about this but it's on my mind so whatevs.
i'm really getting anxious for warmer weather because this cold sucks. im ready to get tan and wear tshirts and shorts and no shoes! speaking of warm weather...senior trip is in like 9 days or some crazy shit like that. i don't know if i'm excited to go or if i'm just excited to not be in school and get 4 days excused absenses! i think its a mixture of both.
i have really high hopes for this week even though it's a full one. monday, wednesday, friday i have school, pt, and then work until 6 which kind of sucks but its broken up with tuesday and thursday where i end school at 11 and then have nothing to do after. i also already know that i'm going to a party on friday so its always good to have something to look forward too :)
ps. when does senior assassin start? i'm excited to see the outcome lols
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[ January 28th, 2009 | 10:08pm ] |
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i'm scared.
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[ January 6th, 2009 | 7:04pm ] |
surgery was a success! i'm actually progressing a lot faster than i thought i would which is amazing. and i also have an amazing boyfriend who spent an entire 24 hours taking care of me. he's amazing :) i'm also skipping an entire week of school which is pretty sweet too. i just watch tv, read, play sudoku, text, sleep and get food brought to me all day. not a bad deal.
on another note it really sucks not being able to drive, showering every 3 days, and only going outside twice in the past week haha. i just want to get better ASAP. i get my stitches out next tuesday and i'm excited because my scar looks like a smiley face lol.
ps. the past 5 months have been absolutely fantastic because of you :)
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[ December 18th, 2008 | 10:37pm ] |
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snow days should only be allowed during the week so they cant ruin my weekend!!!!
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[ December 18th, 2008 | 2:19pm ] |
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I'M GOING TO MUHLENBERG!!!
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[ December 12th, 2008 | 3:07pm ] |
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i tore my acl :(
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[ November 27th, 2008 | 10:29am ] |
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so i'm really excited because i just sent in my application for early decision to muhlenberg. it only took me forever but it feels good to have it out of the way and just wait for a reply! i really hope i get in because i really love it there and am completely ready for this whole college process to be over.
i'm in pennsylvania right now and it completely sucks because not only do i feel so distant from everyone and everything but i can't even do anything here! i hurt my knee in soccer practice tuesday night and i can't walk on it :( i went to the physical therapist yesterday and he thinks i might have torn my miniskis. i really hope thats not the case because then i would have to get surgery. i get the final results hopefully in the beginning of next week when i get an mri and stuff.
also, i've been having these horrible dreams that seem so fucking real. and i wake up and i have to convince myself for a good hour that it didnt actually happen. everything just seems so right with you and although i spend almost all my time enjoying it, there are moments where i am completely petrified that i could lose it all. maybe i'm just talking crazy, i HOPE i'm just talking crazy, because i'm really happy and i don't want that to go away.
and ugh. i can't wait to be home.
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[ November 15th, 2008 | 11:40pm ] |
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even after all the bad stuff that has happened this weekend, i've come to the realization that i will be ok.
i WILL be ok.
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[ November 13th, 2008 | 7:38pm ] |
all the great things about the 2008 girl's soccer season:
+ we're 19 - 0 - 1
+ we're skyland conference champs
+ we're somerset county champs
+ we have 15 shut outs
+ we've let in 5 goals
+ we've scored 52 goals
+ tomorrow is the state sectional final
+ we're ranked 3rd in the state
+ we're ranked 4th in the region
+ we're ranked 15th in the COUNTRY
needless to say this season has been insane. i want to win it all :)
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[ November 9th, 2008 | 7:49pm ] |
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i'm 18!!!!!
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[ November 3rd, 2008 | 8:34pm ] |
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i honestly thought that maybe, just maybe you could be sorry without any strings attached. apparently not.
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[ November 2nd, 2008 | 8:13pm ] |
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EVERYTHING IS TOO PERFECT.
i honestly couldn't ask for more. you are perfect. this soccer season is perfect. i'm so happy right now.
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[ October 28th, 2008 | 8:45pm ] |
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Every couple I have ever been a part of has secretly been defined by a superlative. We were:
the smartest;
the most creative;
the most working class;
the most adventurous;
the humblest;
the most beautiful;
the sanest.
After-movie conversations confirmed our common beliefs, "Didn't you think that part was weird?" We talked about other people and their craziness, or squareness, their fundamental 'otherness', performed rituals based on shared interests or desires: dancing in the street, or midnight pizza, computer games or road trips to the swamp.
You find something that binds you together and make it infinite. You share a life together, built of the stuff that holds you together: brains, or creativity, or work ethic. And of course it's more complicated that that, some alchemic combination of discrete elements that transforms into something more, into the two of you.
And I can dissect this, leave it flayed and quivering on the table, no longer that magic ephemeral thing, but instead a carefully describes set of behaviors and feelings, but guess what?
It's still magic, it's still actually ineffable, every time. The tiny noises he makes in his sleep, his hand on my tummy. And the repetition and the boundless variation make it no less magic.
It's love, what else is there to say?
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[ October 23rd, 2008 | 9:57pm ] |
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senior night was even more amazing then i thought it would be. i can't believe i considered not even going out for soccer because i would have been missing out on the best season ever. we're 15 - 0 - 1 (undefeated) and skyland conference champions! we're guaranteed the number one seed for the state tournament and we have the county semi finals on saturday. i am going to die when this season ends because all the girls are so amazing and the ride that we are on is unreal. i just hope we make it to november 15th :)
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[ October 23rd, 2008 | 3:52pm ] |
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you have changed my life.
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[ October 12th, 2008 | 9:41pm ] |
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i really wish i could tell you that you were completely wrong about what happened a few months ago. i'm not even mad anymore, i'm actually kind of sad. i didn't mean half the things i said and i find myself wishing that it didn't happen. it just sucks to know that such a big part of my life could be ruined by such a small, insignificant miscommunication. i know things will probably never go back to normal and even though i resent you a lot for what you did and have done,
i still really fucking miss you.
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[ October 9th, 2008 | 10:05pm ] |
I'm pretty sure i never get any sleep anymore. In the past two nights i've gotten barely 4 1/2 hours. This is not healthy. And on top of everything, today was the worst day ever and involved constant fighting with my mom, getting ice cream in my hair, looking greasy, seeing people at random places and 7 hours of driving.
I really don't know if I can go to school tomorrow.
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[ October 1st, 2008 | 10:03pm ] |
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i don't want to lose the initial spark.
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[ September 30th, 2008 | 11:11pm ] |
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today confirmed my decision that i am going to apply early to Muhlenberg. it's just the cutest place in the entire world and i want to go there. i also think i'm going to try and play soccer because the coach was really nice and my dad thinks i could play at that level.
now just to get through senior year...
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[ September 27th, 2008 | 3:34pm ] |
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soccer season is super successful. who would have thought that the soccer team of 2008 would be 8 - 0 with 21 goals scored and only 1 against with 7 shut outs? its fucking awesome.
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[ September 26th, 2008 | 7:09pm ] |
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i feel like i'm living a double life.
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[ September 23rd, 2008 | 10:47pm ] |
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only i would find a way to lock both sets of my keys in my car....on another note, today actually turned out pretty good. i'm really happy with where i am right now and i wouldn't change anything. senior year might actually be alright :)
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